Erica.

25 year old St. Pete, FL native smart ass with quick wit & a sharp tongue. I love music, baseball, booze, cats, roller derby, being loud, and just generally being a jack ass.

Expect lots of posts about Tampa Bay Rays, Brand New, The Wonder Years, all kinds of Pop Punk in general, Roller Derby, Andrew McMahon, Donnie Darko, Fight Club, Hot Naked Tattooed People, The Swellers, No Sleep Records, How I Met Your Mother, Disney, Lush, and other random shit I enjoy.

 

Do EX Boyfriends have a censor in their head that goes off when you are finally happy and starting to move on to someone else? HONESTLY. WTF. I haven’t heard from him in a while and the few times we did talk a few months ago he was a huge ass to me when I was trying to apologize to him. Now I am finally over him and want to be with someone else, someone that I actually really like and can see myself with but now he wants to talk. I just woke up to an email from him an all it said was “Hey”. Ugh. Fuck this shit. I am not letting him fuck up what I might have ahead of me. 

Four years as your girlfriend turned me into your best friend. I don’t miss you as my boyfriend but I miss you as my best friend.  

Four years as your girlfriend turned me into your best friend. 
I don’t miss you as my boyfriend but I miss you as my best friend.  

(Source: afallingstarr)

dimplesdrama:

There’s just some people you can’t get over… no matter how long it’s been.

May 12th will be a year since we broke up and I still miss him everyday. :/ 

dimplesdrama:

There’s just some people you can’t get over… no matter how long it’s been.

May 12th will be a year since we broke up and I still miss him everyday. 
:/ 

Take away the deadmau5 and spiderwebs and you get the exact  tattoo my ex has but on the other arm. Shit… It’s so similar I am scared. I have never seen a nautical star like his before. :sigh:

Take away the deadmau5 and spiderwebs and you get the exact  tattoo my ex has but on the other arm. Shit… It’s so similar I am scared. I have never seen a nautical star like his before. :sigh:

4 am you called to spit some fire out
Did you think that I would listen to you now
It’s nothing new so get in line with all the rest
I will wait ‘til you realize you’re out of breath

Can you hear the crowd they all go wild
For you, and your denial
Watching you break down
Hate me all you want I’ll be okay
I’m half the world away
And I’m letting you go now

You’ve got sadness twisted up with jealousy
You show your fists to make them look like loyalty
And I have seen what holding on can take away
If it’s the past you love then that’s where you can stay

Can you hear the crowd they all go wild
For you and your denial
Watching you break down
Hate me all you want I’ll be okay
I’m half the world away
And I’m letting you go now

Desperation kills
But when its on your sleeve you wear it well
And underneath it all
You’ll always have this war inside yourself

I’m letting you go now

Can you hear the crowd they all go wild
For you and your denial
Watching you break down
Hate me all you want I’ll be okay
I’m half the world away
And I’m letting you go now


"For You, And Your Denial" - Yellowcard


I don’t understand why you are all I think about still. Why you are all I want still. You haven’t even said a word to me in over a week. That is the longest we have ever gone in 4 years without talking to each other. It makes me sick not hearing from you. I know I said a lot of stupid shit but I was hurt and upset about the things I found out. Today should be an exciting day for me. I’m alive. An exact year to the day that we weren’t sure if I’d live through surgery and I’m alive but I’m not happy. All I can think about is how much I wish the last year wouldn’t have happened and how that a year ago I didn’t think I would be here in this spot today. I know you have her and she isn’t sick and she isn’t me and she’s probably better for you than I am but I don’t care. You are all I want in this world. You helped me through everything. I lived because of you. You don’t even care though. 

:sigh: